“The tragedy of life is not death, but what we let die inside of us while we live.”Unknown
I don’t know how the fuck I ended up doing this but..
I’m on youtube watching this video of people dying.. from car accidents and stuff and they’re showing the lifeless bodies and caskets and stuff. Now I can’t stop crying because I just picture my friend’s lifeless body with all his self harm scars and bruises.
I keep seeing anons sending people hate. Stuff like “go kill yourself”, “you should be dead”, “you’re ugly”..stuff like that. It honestly pisses me off so much. What the fuck is wrong with you? What makes you think it’s okay to go to someone’s ask box, click anon, and send hurtful words? Like, really. Grow up. And what makes me even more mad is when someone who is already fucking suicidal is getting these messages telling them to kill themselves…I wanna stab whoever thinks it’s fun to send that shit. You don’t know what is going on in that person’s life that you are telling to kill themselves, or what not. You don’t know shit. I don’t either but I know not to do what you are doing. Imagine yourself on your worst day and someone tells you that you’re not good enough, that you’re fat, that you’re ugly, that no one cares about you, that you should be dead, etc. How would you fucking feel, huh? Think before you speak. If you can’t say something nice then just keep your mouth shut.
I love it. The lyrics, the instruments, melodies, meanings, just everything. There’s always a song I can relate to. They write about love, break ups, death, suicide, beer, fishing, country, Jesus, military, family, friends…It’s great.
I’d do anything to have him back…
Song of the day.
“But you went away
how dare you
I miss you
they say I’ll be okay
but I’m not going to ever get over you”
barely gonna get any sleep tonight
I can’t sleep because I’ll be so worried about you. I can’t sleep knowing your like this. I can’t sleep until I know that you’re okay. If I was there I’d drive to the hospital and stay there by your side all the time. And when you wake up I’d still stay. I’d stay the whole time you’re in there. I love you… really much.