Rachel&18.
Blackhawks/hockey.
Saad, Shaw, Sharp, Hjalmarsson, Toews, Kane.
Country/Southern girl stuck in the city.
Summer. Fashion. Pink. Bows. Lilly Pulitzer. Prep.
Quotes/Inspiration/Lyrics.
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this morning I said it’d be a good day…and I was more right than I’ve ever been. point is: be positive

Mar 12th at 7PM / tagged: good day. happy. positive. / reblog / 1 note

it’s hard pretending you’re ok when you’re fucking not

Feb 5th at 9PM / tagged: at least for me. not ok. pretend. happy. sad. / reblog / 23 notes
so close to not having a thigh gap yay yay yay…I’m not normal

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so close to not having a thigh gap yay yay yay…I’m not normal

found this from when I was inpatient and we had expressive therapy or something

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found this from when I was inpatient and we had expressive therapy or something

the only reason I’m happy I relapsed last month

is because I had to go back to partial after it. and there I started talking more and being more outgoing. and made some great friends. I started being happier too. so, that’s the only good thing that came from relapsing.

if you see this I want you to know that

you’re beautiful and I’m happy you’re alive. I don’t know you but I’m happy. stay strong and if you need to talk or vent my ask is always open. I’ll never judge you.

  • someone: how are you?
  • me: good *fakes a smile*
  • in my head: sad, not ok, depressed

I hate being happy, it never lasts for long.

Nov 19th at 5PM / tagged: happy. sad. ugh. fuck. justbelieveinmee. / reblog / 3 notes